Moving On from Someone…

Its all said and done… finally,  my greatest fear came.. and now, sarcastically, I’m savoring the pain.. still in the process of moving on from someone who doesn’t know my worth.. its so unfair..but i have to accept.. maybe i really loved him so much that’s why its so difficult for me to forget.. forgiveness comes hard..its not that easy to be okay.. i trusted him.. he is my biggest mistake..if i could only turn back time.. I’m not hurt because he’s gone.. I’m hurt because every time i remember that day… the day when that greatest fear happened.. traumatically it all falls back on me..(Sigh)..and i hate the feeling.. (Stupid girl. You should have known :-/)… he doesn’t deserve a second chance.. i don’t want to be just a “fall back” for him..tsk…I cant believe it.. it changed me a lot.. i have to be strong..

Add comment September 26, 2009 joypink03
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